Things well never be

Wishing for things to get back, staying all awake waiting for that .Doing things
that I never did like..keeping my strength  together  rather than speaking out
my mind. So when time comes where I have nothing I want, I tend to laugh
 till that thought is gone. Knowing that life always love games, everything

we have just comes with  constraints . And yet I do, keeping it inside,
wishing for things will never be mine. For that one thing that I’ll never
 probably have. Tricking myself, for I’ll never redo mistakes ! never learn
too slow ! never trust this fast . All for that poor soul I claim.
All for my own so called sake.