Betrayed Dream

Do you remember?

That summer,

 That boy you've once dreamt of

It wasn't usual…

It was the special, perfect happiness that left you up

But of course you kept it all to yourself

He was there, he could’ve noticed you

He wanted someone his age, someone he knew

Did you have to slip that chance through?

Do you remember?

What were you fighting before all of this?

How the night’s where so long?

How you've longed for a moment of bliss?

There was hurt, there was anger

Did you really have to leave that chance lying on the shelf!

He would’ve loved you and you would've grew even fonder

Tell me if there is something that I have missed!

You were hurt back then, there is still hurt now

 Though quite different.. I admit

You tore every bone in that little body of yours

By being silent

Your day dreaming adventures, your childhood glory

Wasn't it all because of him?

Uh my darling..It’s a bit late for being sorry

The ship is long gone and wishes are no more granted

Oh, but haven't you heard?!

Years passed by, months were spared and days weren't counted

And you my darling...

You became…

You became…

You became the victim of fear and hesitation

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